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haha,idk how i'm feeling today larh
jus dunno how to express my feelings..
and some ppl jus like to spread rumors
which are not true..
and they nvr tink abt how other feels
and they nvr put themselves in those
ppl's shoes...
admit th fact tat you all have done tat before
spreading rumors which are not true
i admit tat i done it before..
now ppl don think of
how they feel when rumors which are not true
are spread by others,
ppl jus kept asking me whether i like him,
and kept saying he wans to ask me for stead
but th truth that they do not knw
he,my kor,me,his mei
i gave him the feeling of a siblings love...
now,ppl thought he was gonna ask me for stead
after smth happen
and ppl kept saying he did dat bcos he
wanted to stead with me
but he oso gave me th siblings love
th love which nvr ends in us....
th love which only represents us being close
guess some ppl are jus jealous,
jealous tat i have such a good kor
who love and dot so much on me
cos they couldnt get th same thing as i do,
all those rumors,i wouldnt care
as its not wat they tink it is,
kor helped me too,spread n i dun care
if i like him,
i would not hv talk to him,
if i like someone,i would be shy,
jus like everybody
if i like him,i would hv told my close frens
but all i told them was
kor was th best kor,th one who loved me,
th one treat me best,
believe it or not,its your choice...
as long as i knw th rumors its not true,
as long as kor n my frens believe me...
as long as my frens knw tat th rumors are not true
i'm jus gonna ignore those ppl who come to me
and say''wei hong!"
and some other things,i gonna smile and ignore u..
i wouldnt be angry,spread n say as u like
cos i'm close wif kor,love my kor,
as a bro...thats all....
i jus wan him to love me as a lil sis,
and i knw he will...cos we both gave each other
th love for a sibling
ppl are jealous he love me,he care for me,
and we're close....
say anything you wan larhh...
i dun care.....
i jus feel down,then high...
so idk how i'm feeling 2dae.....
crack a joke and i'll be smiling to you...
jus like wat fiona,mun pun and daniel did
make me smile,at least they are the ones
who always make me laugh...
even though they dunno i'm feeling down
haiz......kor...wateva they say...
i dun care le...
as long as i knw ily