i dunno wat to say

i dunno wat to say
jus wanna spell out how i felt
but..later someone might mistook
again.and i dun wish for it to happen
went to meet ppls
to sort things out
and i think its okay alrdy?
i guess.
and i was angry with someone else
to that person:
eh,u shouldnt have done tat,
u know wat i mean.
cos by doing dat,
you are not helping.
you are hurting both parties.
i told u things,
bcos i trusted you.
but u kinda like betray me,
and told the other party.
and made things happened.
so called ''miracle''
if you didnt tell th other party
in th first place,
nothin would have happened.
i told you,u told th person
and th person knew
and would be angry and hurt.
but,if you didnt tell,
only me and you will know it
and th other party would not know
and ''miracle'' wouldnt have happened.
and yeah,i dunno whether its you not
but i'm guessing.
i told you alrdy,
i alrdy have many things to worry abt
and it doesnt seems tat you're
th only one who have problems
and you asked me to change my attitude
i was trying to,
but...tat letter,
do you know wat is feelings?
i bet you do.
i have...and i belive you do too.
ok i dun wish to talk abt this le...
i always thought
tat you're a good fren
tat you will always be thr.
seems tat i might be wrong
or mayb...i wronged you for this thing
and charlene i'm not talking abt you.
to whoever you know:
yeahh,i wanted this matter to rest
after talking to you..
i think tat its good tat you asked me to meet
you.and yeah,i did say things abt you
i said wat i dun like abt you.
and whoever told you,
shouldnt have.
bcos by doing tat,
its a wrong choice,to me.
and i'm not saying tat you will ruin my life
but th sch will......somebody will
cos if he/she dun stop watever
he/she know he/she is doing
yeah,it can ruin my life.
i know its between me n you
and i'm not calling any1 to help la.
i told you alrdy,my frens are my frens
they help me whenever they can:)
and i stared at you bcos i'm
thinking of the problem between you and me
and nothin else.
and if youy find it disgusting
den look away when i stare at you.
cos i hvae my own eyes and i oso know
you have your own mouth.
ok...i hope this doesnt happens again.