i'm just gonna crash down soon

Maureen- thanks! and i linked already:)
Charlene- of cos la! and i'm gonna miss ndp! :PPP
Sky- hahahahaha. thanks la. thought you say dont want tag?
Esther- hey! i havent seen you for a long time! thanks for tagging! i miss you tons too!


going to go down anytime.
feel stress now.
some things up in my mind,twirling,whirling.
and i dont want to share.
so dont ask me, i might just get piss off by you.

i just dont know how.
my mind is confused.
i dont know which i is the one.
and i just cant stop thinking of it.
it just keep floating in my mind.
i didnt know how to choose.
and i dont know if its okay.
i cant stop thinking.

never felt like that before.
maybe, its just for some time.
maybe its not.
i might not forget.
maybe its not the right one.
maybe not the suitable one.


tired and stressed right now.
i just cant get it out of my mind.
never mind.

wanted to go wildwildwet today.
but there's a what, family day and it was closed.
fcuk. so we went to the beach.
took many pictures!
most with jacinda.
i shall post mine here.
i enjoyed myself, i dint want to go to that talk.
tired when i reached home and i had a headache.

that fucking spammer of my class came again.
he can go bullshitting!
i like he/she somehow.
so cute. say we dont have manners.
and as if he/she have, scolding vulgarities in our blog
means he/she got manners? thats so cool!
and saying that he/she is not a humji?
so cute! not humji then dont dare put name?
not humji then dont dare show face in 2a?
wow! that is so cute!
i didnt know they can be so cute!
never mind. he/she is just acting one big fuck.

okay,overall ,
i'm STRESS, CONFUSED, TIRED!
i have no much patience, so no point making me wait.
for something which is not very important,
i wont wait.
i get pissed off easily by people who take long time.
hais. thats what i'm like.

ndp is getting fun each day.
and it was not about dancing.
haha. B P TAN!
anis and maureen didnt come today.
and i have 2 invisible partners!


i really dont know!
i cant stop thinking of you(s)
i feel so happy when i see you smile.
i feel so happy when i see you everytime.
i feel so happy when i see you happy.
and i cant wait for everyday to come.