follow my heart

JCMR- hahaha. no lor. i love YOU more:)
ZiXiang- cb. stop le hor.



training wasnt as hard as i thought.
and time past by very quickly.
planning to study a few days this week.
and enjoy myself at the same time too.
i have my limits, i know when to stop.
and studying out with friends, i cant concentrate actually.
hahahaah. but never mind.

went to fiona's house today.
actually, sent her home before going to training.
and her sister came back. zi high.
jump up and down. screaming!

i wanted to upload pictures!
but i cant.
and i am fuck angry!
cos my adapter is missing!
and it is stolen i bet!
i just had it with me the day before!
and today its gone!
how funny! is it a ghost?
ya, really. heck.
don t know which idiot take dont want admit!
fuck fuck fuck fuck!
ccb! knn!






should follow my heart.
it would be the best for everyone.
i dont want anybody hurt.
its my choice, i should give chances and stop holding on hope to whatever i know that there wouldnt be a chance. never mind.
but it cannot stop anything.
not the feelings:D
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
crying inside helps more. because i just dont know what to do anymore.
the first one who makes me love you so much.
the first one who i really look forward to each day.
and i know there's no chances.
but i wont let go of the feeling, and i will still love you so.




and i know i should give chances to others.
but still deciding on it.