open up your heart

 Jacinda- hahahaha. okay. good! birthday girl!
Grace- hi!!!!!!!!! give me your link! i lazy to find-.-
Erica-DONGDONGDONG! no big bear. got bigbang! hahahah

i wonder why some people get so jealous so easily.
right, never mind.

i didnt go for training cos i wasnt feeling well.

and just right on that day.
i have got loads of stupid homework.
each day when i wake up for school, i want to fall back and just go to sleep.

i am proud of myself cos i didnt do mindchamps homework. hah!
cos i dont want to. wtf.
tell me no homework then everything come.
i wanna quit that stupid programme already.
what study techniques manxz!
i cant even use on my books!

alright, i think i have pictures to post, not today.
hahahahaha.

meet the parents suck manxz.
i didnt do very well for all of my test.
except m.t and a maths. ahahhahaah.
disappeared right after talking to miss amy.

wanted to sleep in the afternoon.
end up watching tv instead. i felt so stupid.

i feel like killing myself.
dig my heart and let you see how i really feel.
dont you even know i';m not happy.
i know my family is much more blissful than others.
but i'm still not happy.
i dont know why i'm being brought to this world.
i just want to sleep my whole life or just go have fun
and forget everything until i get back.

i have been cold to my father lately.
i dont feel like talking to him.
once i talk, he'll talk bout education and then start
off with mindchamps.
because of that, i quarrelled with him once.
and now he's trying to force my other 2 sis to go.
why cant we have our own life?
i just want to do it my own way.
i can study and i will.

and one day you will know how i rebel, dont regret.

i hated my uncle for once and for all.

HAPPY 10TH MONTH TO JCMR!

AND

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY JCMR!

i just want a shoulder to lean on.....