havent been updating for auite some time.

something i've been longing to say since 1st January 2011,
HELLO FREEDOM!

yes O levels finally ended!

we can watch dramas, go out, stay up late, play games, 

without any guilt!

a lot of things happened recently, 

and its definitely not good.

i dont wanna think about how i did for my O's because

it will only make me feel demoralised.

okay, next problem.

the question is, how would you feel if one of your friends,

someone you cherished, 

actually also thinks that you like this particular guy that you are close

with when you already explained to her thats its not like that.

yes, i do tweet about that guy, but it doesnt mean that i like him.

yes, we're close, doesnt mean that we are together.

and to that friend of mine, i replied, ''hahahah. okay. i dont wanna care what you all think anymore''

guess what? it means i'm SICK and TIRED of explaining.

sick of entertaining all these craps and shit.

and that friend actually replied asking me not to fall in love with that guy?

my initail reaction was, ''WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??''

in the first place, i didnt say that i like him.

secondly, you're my friend, you say this too??

i'm okay with that friend right now, 

i just dont feel like talking or seeing her.

lastly, someone was injured and tired

and most probably not in a good mood.

that person actually got so worked up over something small

i really hate it when people are not in a good mood

and i become their victim.

if you are in a bad mood, pls tell me so that i wouldn t do anything wrong

dont expect me to tolerate shit attitude when you didn teven tell me.

in the process of getting back with this person.

was so fed up that i needed ice cream yesterday and couldnt even concentrate 

on studying.

luckily i went to ice cream chef with erica and tzehui today.

after cage with some awesome people, and some nice food, 

today was pretty good.

okay, i mean yesterday.

so i'm going to bedok library with erica tomorrow to borrow some books.

yes, history books.

and accompany tzc while he study for his exams this sat.

he's such a nice teacher-friend.

hahaha! so its our time to repay him.

and we're gonna have a mini celebration at erica's house

for a very early advance birthday for tzehui!

because i'm not in town on the exact date.

then, i'll be free on wed, gonna have a basketball session

with the guys in the evening?

thurs, singing session with my girls.

and i'm starting work on sat, hopefully to get a little break in the sat morning

to get present :)

will be working until the 23rd and 24th-25th is the most AWESOME

4E2'S CHALET!

and i'll be going malaysia on 26th nov to 21st dec 

O level results will be out on the 9th jan 2012.

and i'm praying for the best.

okay, i hope me and that person will get back to normal soon.

because its so weird being like that now.