a new start

when 2012 came, i knew it was a new start.

i'm moving ahead to the next level of education.

of course, i wasn't that willing. 

i didn't want to be separated with my friends.

but i knew this was inevitable.

so orientation was on 19-20.

i tried to make friends, tried to adapt.

and it seems that its going on well,

i hope my classmates and i will be getting along.

and of course i will enjoy myself with this class for this 1 year.

orientation was pretty boring....

except yesterday night's jam and hop.

i havent been exercising for quite some time,

so jumping/dancing did help somehow.

everyone made friends, and i got to know some that arent from my class.

no matter how reluctant i was to avoid this reality,

i still have to face it.

school is starting, 

a new life, a new environment with new friends.

it was kinda hard for me to adapt because 

i take quite some time to get used to changes.

my timetable is out and i'm glad it isnt as tedious as sec school.

but just for next week, there's no tutorial.

all i was hoping for is that i would enjoy my lessons.

and of course have a closer relationship with my classmates.

although all of us are in school of business,

but because of our timetable,

we weren't able to see each other often or have lunch/dinner together.

but of course we still have to make time for each other,

like maybe on weekends or so.

i have to make time for my two bffs too.

although tzehui and i are in the same school,

but our timetable clashes.

and as for erica, she's such a busy person.

so its quite hard for us to meet up together as 3.

i hope i'll do well for every semester so i wont have to retake any subjects.

but i still have some stuffs for school that i need to grab,

its just that, 

i dont wanna spend money,

i'm saving it for something else.

but i really need a proper bag for school.

sigh.

most importantly,

i hope my friends wont forget each other just because we cant

see each other often.

and i havent thought of any cca to join.

i dont wanna join sports again(maybe) because

i hope to try something new.

but we have to pass auditions/trials in order to get the cca we want.

i envy people who can dance well,

and i really like hip-hop because it makes me happy.

i cant dance but i'm willing to learn.

maybe i'll look through the ccas again.

my grandmother have been with use for quite some time,

and i'm happy that she came because i wont be able to visit 

her this year.

she's going back on tues/wed and i'll definitely miss her.

whats more important than family?

there's something i've buried in my heart for long.

i do want to have a relationship.

but i've always thought of having a boyfriend from other country,

like korea(sounds impossible) or european countries.

i dont know why, i just have a liking for guys from other countries.

but of course i know i cant avoid guys from singapore.

well....