afraid

have you ever been or is afraid of someone? even though that person
could be someone you do cherish and love?
being afraid of that person to the extent that you can't show how you really feel
sometimes? especially when you are angry, because you are afraid that
if you show your anger towards that person, every word you say may offend that person,
and even spark a conflict/quarrel? i do. i'm afraid.
i'm afraid if i express my feelings, my anger, more provocative words may
come out, i'm afraid if i do show, a quarrel may start.
exactly to the extent that i can't share/show/be honest with my feelings with that person,
except for when i'm happy.
i know people do change, some becoming stronger, more dominating, sensitive etc,
but i am afraid of showing my feelings towards that person, whom which
i used to not be afraid of.

don't ask me who, because saying this to anyone makes me afraid of
offending that person too, even though that person is still, someone
i love to have with me.