i'm despo!!!!i feel like crying!!!!!!!!!

i m damn despo!!!!!i feel like crying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jus suddenly felt sad n unhappy....damn desperate...
sad,unhappy,desperate....
ndia noticed my personal msg alrdy...ask me why....
1st-i dunno why i felt sad
2nd-i m sad bcos of smth
i dun reali wish to tell....if i would...
i would oni tell those who i would wan to tell.....
haiz...mayb oni those who are closer to me....
now reali wanna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:((
*cries cries* alot.........
*cries cries cries*
i jus suddenly felt damn sad n unhappy!!!!!!!!!!
i would hope some1 knows how i feels!!!!!!!!!!
i hope some1 understand how it feels of dunno why u are sad!!!!!!!
damn!!!!!i wanna cry man!!!!
this is serious....
my mother says i at home pull long face...i told her i in sch oso not like tat!!
cos she say if i pull long face nobody would like!!!!so??
at least i felt a bit happier in sch!!!!!!
2moro gt trip to sci centre.......i hope eveythings goes well 2moro....
like damn shit!!!!!!this yr was a reali unlucky yr for many ppl!!!!
like wat mrs chan said!!!she had lost three family members in 3mths!!!!
me??i more terrible kayys!!!!
i gt friendship problems....at home oso gt problems....studie oso gt problem!!!!
wa lao!!!!!!how i wish time would hv stop at last yr...so we nid not grow...
so tat i wouldn't be so unlucky!!!!not oni me kayys!!!!my frens too!!!
last yr...everything was perfectly great!!!!
friendship problems weren't so serious....studies were ok....
not much home problems....
this yr!!!!!i got the most scolding this yr!!!!!fr mother la!!!still gt who??
things didn't turn out right....everything jus went wrong...everything were't in its correct place!!!
actually i could hv been very happy 2day!!!
cos calvin gv me a late birthday present...
death note....limited edition....
thx calvin!!!!!thx a lot...
wonder why he buy for me??cos he n i are bro and sis....
we weren't very close....but we had good times together.....
in the morning today...damn despo....
after clavin gv me tat book...had cheer me up.....
*cries cries*
den studies.....went wrong!!!!!
Eng-jus passed by 0.5...i tink...:((
i was damn sared tat sa2 will fail!!!!i wouldn't wan to drop to normal...wouldn't u??
i very woories n scared for eng...
my eng last time was good de kayys!!!
until this yr...drop like fck sia...
M.T-pape is 81.5
i tink.....r2moro will knw total marks le....hope i get highest in class n get 85 and above!!!
den i would be reali happy den!!!
Maths-57...not total....
i tink i told u guys abt my exams marks b4 le rites??
nvrm...jus very bo liao now...so say again.....
haiz.....2day see til weihong...but he nvr see til me...
sianz....MISS HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!
HAHAS....
i m still not happy kayys!!!
jus he will make me happy by cheering me up....
HE'S LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okayys...guess nothin more to say alrdy....
jus damn despo!!!!!!!
take cares ppl!!!!!!:((