am i happy?

yichew- and now i am telling you she's not a part of this.
and i am not the one who spam your blog and i think you should know.
Daphne- find more leh! i want:)
JCMR- hohoho! i know i have a life filled with beautiful people like you:D


i know you are doing this for our good, but sorry i dont appreciate.
because i wont feel happy. and more than that, i will feel even stress.
and if i do attend it, i will sleep there.
heck now. you made me so unhappy yesterday night.
cried so hard. and spoiled my mood today.
luckily there were people who made me happy and high.
and i manage not to show them attitude.
and whatever you said yesterday, i can almost remember everything.
because they made me happy today, i didnt think of it.
but once i step back into this house, it came back again.
how could you be so unreasonable?
how could you dont trust me?
i always thought the unreasonable one was my mother.
and i respected you so much.
but who knows it turns out to be like that?
whatever you said yesterday night was totally wrong.
i have a future and i believe in myself.
i hate my uncle!
and the above is not meant for anyone but someone i once respected most.



there is nothing much to say today.
inter house basketball was quite fun for the lower secs.
hahahaah.

charles is an idiot short guy, and i mean it!
i am fucking angry with him.


okay, i love everyone!
and jacinda and fiona and erica!
the best of all!
and i love you too:)

i still want the drums and the dance and the ball.




i cant forget you no matter what.
i want to own your love someday!
although i cant see you often.
but i have you in my heart:)