lollipops made my day

Daphne- thanks for it! hahaha thanks for your ah piao stories:)
JCMR- hello my love backkk:D
LYDIA- no he didnt, he want to to attend mindchamps, some stupid lesson
teaching you studying techniques. and i know its him! cos he found this stupid lesson for me!
i am so pissed off by him.
and i know you believe in me:)



say hi!
i'm backkkkkkkkk! i dont know how to express how i feel.
kinda happy and down. two in one.
problems come after another.


ignite presentation today and thanks to daphne!
i got a lollipop.
i am eating it now. and it makes me happier.
thanks daphne, your lollipop saved me.

art, i managed to finish drawing and colouring it.
husband and wife.

tampines today.
met zihao and his friend.
got thumbdrive backkkk.
erica bought a super nice zinc bag.
and i am jealous :/
pasta mania today, spent all of the money.

waited for lydia after that, but in the end still went home.
never mind, cos she's busy.
never mind lydia! jys with studies:)

hope i remember what i need to remember later.
- $$$ for card.
- save money!
- hack my uncle brain!
- do hw!
- pack bball things.
- ask mr ho for camera tomorow!
- maybe going for filming this sat and sun.
( i just want to have fun and get out of the house!)


lollipops and rock songs cheered me up.
jump jump jump jump!
i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna heck his brain!

my uncle sucks like fuck!
i hate him like noone else can imagine!
he sucks!
he think he can do whatever he likes.
he thinks money is big!
he thinks he can control us!
he thinks doing things that make us unhappy is good.
he think he's the boss!
he thinks listening to rock music is stupid.
he thinks going to poly is the end!
he thinks whatever teenagers likes to do now is just a waste of time.
he thinks everything he's doing is the best for us.
he thinks we should plan for our future.
but i think we should do our best and enjoy now.
he thinks we are not better than the other cousins.
and i think he look down on us.
so what if i am in bedok north?
it isnt such a bad school, i have great friends, happy memories here.
and i dont need your help.
i just want my life to be happy with all the people around me.
i dont need you this kind of 'high-class' people to help me.
i can have lydia to help me.
okay?

and my father is being unreasonable.
and i think he thinks exactly what my uncle thinks.
my uncle kinda corrupted his mind.
and made him scold me like fuck.
and that made me cried so hard!
my friends are still the best!
i just want to be happy!

never mind.
ahhhh, he is just to annoying for me to care.
ignorance is a best solution.
all i know is he suck and i rock at everything i do now:)
i want to learn the drums, not piano or violin.
i want to learn dancing, not ballet.
i want to play bball, not join the guides.
everything he hope i do, turns out to be what i dislikes.

okay, but i dont care.
i am just too angry and just venting angry here.
fucking pissed off with him.
i wonder he ever treat us like his nieces.
everytime i see him, he would ask the same thing,
how are you doing in your studies.
i know i am not in a good school,
you can embarrassed me or what, i dont care -.-

alright, i just love druming, dancing, bballing and loving you:)
you dont have to care:D
as long as i feel that i am happy.

waiting for the day to come.
so that i can talk to you again.
i wished we can be really close.
but i dont know how.
just want to talk to you.
i am loving you just too much.